hopeless.. devastated and sometimes for unknown reason ..lost !
lost in my self .. in my life .. and in my everything
I just can't figure it out.. can't see what's happening and what is not
I'm confused , confusing others with me
but I deserve this..I've known that my heart is weak
that my soul is unreal
I've should never get my hopes up .. !!
now i'm crying in my self .. for no reason
will I survive ? Will I hold on..
Will I ? ..
